Need for Speed

At last I did found some time to do blogging again. The reason why I didn't update my blog this past few days is that I simply don't have time to do so. Yeah, I'm saying that I kind of busy back then. I must say I miss to write a blog.

This past few days I've been craving to drive a car. Particularly a sports car if I'm lucky. As I've told in my last blog. And every evening even though I don't have a sports car or an ordinary car. I just play the game "Need for Speed: Most Wanted" all the time. The roar of the engine, the hot pursuits of the police and the excitement of street racing always dazzle me.

Well, I guess I did found some worthwhile activity other than blogging. When I'm not blogging, I'm racing (even though its only a virtual) That's fine to me.

I mean come on. Who wouldn't want to break the law and go speeding in high ways once in a while. In this video game you get to do this, same adrenaline feeling. I really enjoy this game a lot. I hope someday I get to do this in real life (I know I can't)

Traffic Wednesday

Why is it that when Wednesday it is always a heavy traffic on the streets? As I’ve observe every Wednesday morning I suffer from heavy traffic that I used to encounter every morning. And  Because of this I’m late again to my work. That ruins my day but I’m a kind of person who manages bad mood well, I mean I can’t stay in a bad mood for long. Sooner or later I will be on my “neutral mood”

 

I did remember earlier in the morning when I was on the public vehicle someone get on it and ask for some donations. The woman said she needed a money for funeral expenses of her husband and daughter kind of stuff. And the Passengers, Feel the sympathy and give her some spare change and money (but not me, since I’m busy looking at the watch ‘cause I’m really late for work)

According to her story before her daughter died she was raped and then killed by the rapist. And her husband had a cancer but since they don’t have enough money her husband didn’t survive (I wonder if those stories of her are true).  But if it does, I mean, What did they do to have such a cruel faith? They will only live in this world once yet they have a tough life. I just thought that comparing to them I have a very good life. I mean, I get what I need and what I want. 

Through this I’m very thankful to the life that I have right now.  I have a chance to enjoy life to the fullest, So much possibilities compared to them.

Bad news after the Bad news

Well, Its bad news after the bad news. The first one is my blog got rejected AGAIN on some sites that I applied for paid reviews. I don't know the main reason why they keep rejecting it. Maybe because my blog is young? I guess. And also google adsense keep on denying my request and I don't know why.

But at the end of it. I just thought, no need to rush things. All will fall in the right place at the right time.   I guess this is the part of my blogging career where I get to be patient with something. I do have some patience alright I just need to practice it more so that I  will not messed things up. I can say that I'm on a pretty right track on my blogging career and messing up so bad is the last thing I want to in this. So be it. Patience will prevail. And besides I'm blogging because I enjoy it. The earning is just and additional reward for me.

The next bad news is that in the next few days my internet connection might be out due to non-payment. I need to solve this problem immediately because it might affect my blogging and some other stuff that I need to do using the internet connection.

Someday: My own Car

This past few days I was thinking of having a decent car in the future. You know, A car that I can bring anywhere I go. I mean having your own car is very cool. You don’t have to wait for the public vehicle just to take a ride ‘cause you have your own. Going to work will be so easy and I will be consuming less time if I had a ride. And the ultimate advantage of having a car (for me) is it’s like additional “macho” points for the girls (hehe). I mean going on a date with a girl bringing you own car can build a good impression.

But for now it’s just a dream since owning a car is quite expensive for me. But in time I did promise to myself that someday I will have my own car (a decent one) even if it’s not a sports car, that would be okay. As long as its fully functional. 

I don’t know just yet how to achieve this dream of mine but at least I have a goal that I want to reach. And being motivated by it can produce positive results on my end. In the meantime I’m just contented on playing some racing games on my computer just to satisfy my cravings for having a car (hehe). 

Knowing how to tune up a car is my interest now. I’m just curious on how they do an upgrade on such an ordinary car to become a tuned up and well-designed car. Setting up my own car would be so cool and I want to do it someday.

I really don’t know why so suddenly I have interest on cars whereas in the past I’m not such a car person, Maybe because watching too much racing is the reason why I diverted my interests. (hehe)

I’m planning to take up driving lessons soon so that as soon as possible I can learn how to drive even if there’s nothing to drive into. But who knows, Maybe I can have my own car soon (I wish !haha).

Blogging at the Office

Here I am again at the office, sitting at my chair beside my table. It’s another day of work but also just another day that will pass. Right now, I’m kind of feeling sleepy again that’s why I decided to blog to keep my mind alive. Blogging wakes up my sleepy head always so I do this more often when I’m feeling sleepy at work.

I can say that all the people in the office are just chilling too. I mean, as I’ve observe, nothing rush and keeping the employees busy. All I can hear is the sound of the air-condition and some frequent ringing of the telephone. I’m almost 2 months in this job for now. I might say that I like it in here since the environment is great and the co-employees are very nice.

All I have to do to stay in this job is to do good on whatever the errands they will give to me.  I already committed one mistake and I must do my best not to do it again since I’m planning to be a regular employee. Each time I will go to the office I always make sure that my mind is set to work good and focus is there to avoid silly mistake that might ruin a good impression. I hope that after many months of stay in this company I will still like it in here because of the last job I was into I only liked it for 3 months and after that I tend to lose my interest on that job anymore. 

Just Like that

Proper Money handling is kind of not my thing these days. Last Friday I did got my paycheck from my work its like it just bounce of my hands because right now I already don't have enough money. Because of my daily expenses including the transportation and foods. All that's left of my money has been used up to this. This is also the reason why I don't go to much these past few weeks. I tend to stay in the house at my room to minimize my money spending.

And yesterday, I asked my sister to pay the bills that I'm required to pay to and to her mistake she accidentally paid at the wrong account. I'm totally mad because this things happen when I did perfectly budgeted all the money I've got. And now, My bills for the month is still there and I don't have much money. But I didn't keep myself mad 'cause its just useless to yell at someone because the damage has been done so to speak. I can't undo what happened I just need to solve this problem which apparently I don't know yet.

Happy Birthday to my Best Friend!

Let me take this opportunity to greet my Espren a Happy Birthday!. This girl has been very nice to me since we were classmates in college. Listening to my problem, giving me some advice and when I needed someone to talk to, she is always there for me. Now, It's time for me to give her some acknowledgement on the good things she did to me.

Pout?haha. How cute

Back in college, I never thought that this girl will become my closest friend. Want to know why? Well, because she has this personality of being a "kikay" which back then I didn't like pretty much (since I like the simplicity of things). Being kikay means she likes to decorate herself a lot (hehe). With much make up and glossy stuff that catches attention.

But then I still want to make it a try, to make myself a friend, At first I was quite skeptical if I could get along with her, but as time goes by, Chatting, being in the same classroom as classmates and being the only person who listens to me. We did get along just fine.

Well, She got look doesn't she

When I have problems at work she always finds time to listen to me. I remember when I had problems with my family, she always gives me some advice on how to handle the situation. And back then when I had problems with a girl, She makes sure that she's there for me even if she is busy (though she laughs at me while I'm telling her the stories. grr!haha).  I mean, at times like this you can't find a good friend like that once in awhile. So I thank god how lucky I am for having such a nice friend who's always beside me.

Espren, what are you listening to? (like this)

Katleen Torres was her real name but I used to call her "espren". Its some name that I came up with when I was drunk while talking to her, She said I called her espren the night when I was drunk and talking to her. Its kind of weird though (I mean what kind of word is that "espren" haha). But since I accidentally came up with that name I tend to used it to call her that way.

Katleen, If you're reading this, I want to thank you for all that you've done for me. And for all of that, I am proud to say that finally I found someone that I can call a "best friend".  This is the least I can do for all the things that you did for me. but the rest of my payment will be letting me stay on your life forever, As your friend. Will you let me? (hehe)

Again, A happy birthday to you. I know you are happy right now. You have a good family, a friends and a special loved one. So with that all I can wish for you is a good health, To help you achieve whatever you want. I know you can do that. You are more than a girl than meets the eye. You can be everything you wanted to be because you are a good person.




Thank you Espren...I love you!

PS: Sorry Espren I did steal some of your pictures, I hope you forgive me with this. hehe